[Ilya sounds like she's in a daze this whole post]

...he's gone. Harlequin was right.

First Ryoji and now...

[a long pause, then a sigh]

I don't care anymore. I give up.

[Filter: Harlequin]

I... found your arm.

Are you all right? I... heard everything that happened...

[Private but VERY easy to hack]

Some birthday this was.

...

Why won't anyone let me leave the ship on my own? The stories can't all be true.